Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Angel On My Mind
Ahhh, the day I dread all year long has somehow snuck up on me. I don't dwell on this date, but somehow my body always knows when March 24th rolls around. This weekend I felt anxious, restless even. I started becoming ugly to the fam on Monday. Today I got to work and felt this wave of nausea, this building of emotion that resulted in my having to close my door and allow myself relief in the form of tears. As I was trying to pull myself together, I was trying to think of what could have possibly triggered this flood of emotion. Then it happened. I looked at the calender. Suddenly everything made sense. Today is the day that my 2nd born passed away. No matter how many years go by, that wave of overwhelming sadness seems to envelope me. *sigh* Grief is a funny thing. You never get over it, you just get used to it.
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Sending you love and a very big virtual hug, my friend ~
XXOO
Although it's been many years, I'll never forget the week I spent with you, McGyver and the boys. I feel honored that I got to be a part of their world during their first days at home after their birth. The other day I thought about Angel baby and I just happen to click on your blog today. I'm sending you all my love, and special prayers go up to that little babe.
KH
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